I have made an important decision. Today, I was inspired (again) by my gardens, while watering them, I realized, they don't really need me. Flowers have been around for millions of years before me, and will be here again, after I have left this earth. Why? They're just flowers. They seek the Light. They ask for nothing, they have nothing, but they render joy.
I am however, A Human Being. A person. With thoughts, emotions, love, pain, desires, wants, needs, and all types of other egotistical things that go along with it.
So, I am going to concentate alot LESS on being a Human DO-ing...and MORE on being a human BE-ing. I'm just going to be. I shan't force anything. I shall not yearn for more "things". I will let my flowers grow, and feed them with Light, love, and spirit. Feels better already.
"When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me. Speaking words of wisdom: Let it be, let it be.